how to explain la.. its like those kinda feelings u get when ur not thinking of anything, ur just doing ur thing but ur just sub-conscious.. ahh thats the word to describe it. sub-conscious.

went to josey's/josie's/joseph choo's/elizabeth choo lookalike's/blackcowmoomoo guy's (you get the idea) farewell party , well it wasnt really a farewell party . more of like a celebration of the fact that he is going into NS ?! not that either.. hu celebrates suffering???!?!!? okae la.. no matter what its worth celebrating i guess.. anyways back to the point. we had steamboat/bbq .. aiya duno what u call that thing. sadly YMers had to leave at 9.15 BAHHH.. but its okae.

last night i had a fever. i prayed like siao and finally this morning its gone xDDD THANK GOD !!

its hard to obey my parents sometimes.. my mom was reminding me to clean up my table for the hundredth time. and yeah i did clean up a bit .. a teensy weensy bit. (for ur info, theres nothing i hate more than a neat and tidy room) i detest empty spaces somehow.. but my mom seems to think otherwise.. ah well.. i must try harder to honour my parents xDD

on the same night, my bro and my mom had a disagreement which resulted with my bro in tears. my mom even scolded me for playing com too much until i got sick. it made me feel very very very bad..

but thats not the case .. what stunned me most was my bro coming up to me with slips of paper, i read it and it said :

i started at the dot, wherever i went i was always wrong

everyone despises me, issit the way i look? or the way i do things? im willing to make the sacrifice and change. even when i tell ppl that i did not do something bad, they dont seem to trust me , not even my own family. i feel like dying.

(this is just a brief summary i cant rmb word for word)

when i saw it i cried like mad .. i felt that i havent been a good sister , and that it was such a pity that my bro at such a tender young age has become so emo. i got plenty of flashbacks, about the times i had misunderstood him, and the times where i hurled insults at him, it was a very painful moment there. i just felt that i needed to change him before it was too late so i wrote on another slip of paper :

God loves you. even if u feel that no one loves u , God will still love u no matter what. altho i may seem nasty to u but deep down inside, jiejie loves u .

i dont know what happened after that cuz we both went to sleep . all that i know was that i cried in my sleep. my pillow was wet (i dont drool)and my eyes were puffy.

so now im gonna be nicer to my family cuz i think they mean a lot to me

ALENA;
AMELIA;
ANGEL;
ANGELINE;
AUDREY;
BENEDICT;
BENJAMIN;
BETH;
CHERYL ANG;
CHERYL CHONG;
CHLOE;
CHRISTINE;
DANIEL ;
DENISE;
ELIZABETH;
tweenieFAITHE;
FIONA;
GLENN;
GILDA;
HUIFEN;
HUIHUI;
JANNA;
JESSLYN;
JIAYING;
JIAYING(church);
JINGWEN;
JOCELYN;
JOLIN;
JUNWEI;
KARMEI;
KEITH;
KEZZIE (cell!);
KRISTIE;
LEESHENG;
LEONARD;
LIZZIE;
MANDY LEE;
MELISSA;
MICHELLE;
RHESA;
SARAHSWEE;
SEAN;
SERENE;
SHAYTING;
SHU QI;
TANIA;
TANYING;
TYAN WEI;
VALERIE;
VALERIE LIM;
VANESSA SOH;
WEISZE;
WENQI;
XINYI;
YONGHONG;
ZHISEN;
ZHIQING;
CLASSBLOG 1G;
FRIENDSTER;




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